I was only 17 years of age. When My prince arrived, at 7lbs 1.3oz. I could remember when I found out I was having a boy. Oh how excited me,and Ralph (husband) were. I would just lay in bed,and think about all the little cute boy outfit's I would put on him, and what Sports I would sign him up for. On March 21.2005 The most handsome Boy arrived, my Ralphy. I was so happy,and couldn't wait to hold him. As I looked up I see my husband walking towards me, and he whispers in my ear I'm sorry. I didn't really understand where this was coming from. Cause in the ultrasounds the doctor said my baby was fine,and healthy. So with a mind of confusion, I find out my son has towns brock syndrome. My heart broke to pieces,and with all this they rush my son to ICU. A hour goes by and they bring my baby in. So that i can see him before they transfer him to an other location. Oh how i remember those five days in the hospital my self , crying wishing how i could just hold him close. Then I'm out on my way to see my son. Thinking of it brings back those feelings I had that very day. My love in a bob the builder vest,and his head full of hair in a Mohawk. Times passes with lots of doctor appointments,and every time we go my hope gets lower,and lower. Doctors say my son is growing to slow,he won't ever walk,nor do for him self,and last to break my heart even more then what it already was. That my son is deaf . The first thought I got, was my son will never hear me tell him how much i love him, or even me calling his name. So many feelings i had. I didn't know how i would get through it all. While going through this. My son constantly had a smile on his face,not knowing what was going on. Months and years went by with physical therapists in and out of our home.With them all saying the same as the doctors. That my son would not be able to do the things other kids his age do. Then with out anybody's help,but God's My son slowly started.From moving around on his back on the floor,to sitting on his own,feeding himself. Then one day out of nowhere he slowly started walking. I remember when I was once told my husband. I would just love to see my Ralphy walking,running,and playing. See even though you may not know it or even believe it God works wonders on people lives. Yea I may never know what my son voice will sound like, or he may never hear mine,but to see him now and all that he accomplished. Makes me believe and have faith about everything and everyone else. Everything through God is possible,and my son is that example for me. He is now 5years old. With such a big personality. Getting into everything he can get his hands on. Let this be an example to you. If your ever at a time in your life have no hope,nor faith. Just remember if God brings you to it,he will bring you through it. God Bless. I love you my son <3
