My FaceBook Like page

You are more then welcome to check out my like page,on Facebook. I just got it started So their is not many photos. I made the page to shear the looks I come up with, while playing with my makeup :) Enjoy
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Crystal/155026021245881

Happy Birthday My Dola

Happy Birthday
Today is my baby girl birthday :D
She is such a wonderful four year old.
Full of laughs that can warm your heart.
Has the biggest helping hand. A four yr old can have.
Always helping her sisters,and brother.
So full of love,and a wonderful child of God.
She loves Jesus so much,and Tells me mom
I want to go to Jesus house,and he's gonna pick me up in his big car :D
May you guys have a blessed day,with lots of fun.
Time to turn up our music,and get this fun filled day started.
HUGS

How do you do it?

People ask me all the time. "How do you do it" Everything I ever been through in life. From Suicide attempts,drugs,alcohol,physical and verbal abuse,seeing my parents marriage fall apart,and have to witness their divorce. To getting bad news about my kids. The whole nine. Ever since I was a little girl. I always had a smile on my face no matter what. Yes most of the time I was hurting inside. In till One day, I took my daughter to the doctors. This Doctor that I never met before in my life. Told me WOW Crystal I know by your actions,the way your talking,and the smile on your face. That you are a Good Mother,and No matter how big your problems are, you don't let it get the best of you. This man begin to talk about God to me. See even though I didn't know God growing up. He has always been a part of my life,and I didn't even know it, till now. I remember as a kid I would pray to this God that I didn't even know. This God that my family never even talked about,but so boldly claim to Love him. No matter what I've done in my past. I know he has forgiven me,and He has always been around and tooken care of me. I will never leave you nor forsake you. Is his promise that he will never break. How do I do it? Easy it is God who strengthens,and Get me through the storms,and over these high mountains. I could do nothing nor get through it without him. Till this day I still have my struggles. With doubting my self,at everything I do. Sometimes when I go through stuff, and it feels like a slap in the face. Then I begin to think. Hey everything happens for a reason. That's when God gives me the strength to get up,and gives me this peace,and I put the smile on my face That I always have. Something I thought I would shear. God bless you all :)

My Prince

I was only 17 years of age. When My prince arrived, at 7lbs 1.3oz. I could remember when I found out I was having a boy. Oh how excited me,and Ralph (husband) were. I would just lay in bed,and think about all the little cute boy outfit's I would put on him, and what Sports I would sign him up for. On March 21.2005 The most handsome Boy arrived, my Ralphy. I was so happy,and couldn't wait to hold him. As I looked up I see my husband walking towards me, and he whispers in my ear I'm sorry. I didn't really  understand where this was coming from. Cause in  the ultrasounds the doctor said my baby was fine,and healthy. So with a mind of confusion, I find out my son has towns brock syndrome. My heart broke to pieces,and with all this they rush my son to ICU. A hour goes by and they bring my baby in. So that i can see him before they transfer him to an other location. Oh how i remember those five days in the hospital my self , crying wishing how i could just hold him close. Then I'm out on my way to see my son. Thinking of it brings back those feelings I had that very day. My love in a bob the builder vest,and his head full of hair in a Mohawk. Times passes with lots of doctor appointments,and every time we go my hope gets lower,and lower. Doctors say my son is growing to slow,he won't ever walk,nor do for him self,and last to break my heart even more then what it already was. That my son is deaf . The first thought I got, was my son will never hear me tell him how much i love him, or even me calling his name. So many feelings i had. I didn't know how i would get through it all. While going through this. My son constantly had a smile on his face,not knowing what was going on. Months and years went by with physical therapists in and out of our home.With them all saying the same as the doctors. That my son would not be able to do the things other kids his age do. Then with out anybody's help,but God's My son slowly started.From moving around on his back on the floor,to sitting on his own,feeding himself. Then one day out of nowhere he slowly started walking. I remember when I was once told my husband. I would just love to see my Ralphy walking,running,and playing. See even though you may not know it or even believe it God works wonders on people lives. Yea I may never know what my son voice will sound like, or he may never hear mine,but to see him now and all that he accomplished. Makes me believe and have faith about everything and everyone else. Everything through God is possible,and my son is that example for me. He is now 5years old. With such a big personality. Getting into everything he can get his hands on. Let this be an example to you. If your ever at a time in your life have no hope,nor faith. Just remember  if God brings you to it,he will bring you through it. God Bless. I love you my son <3

My day

Today was such a great day. Finally got to church after a year of not going. It was the most heartwarming day ever. The people were so welcoming,and made me feel at home. I honestly can't wait to go again. I'm so happy rite now. I could just get up and dance :) Have you ever been so happy with the way things are going, you could shout? I have come to a realization That everything happens for a reason. The lord has awesome plans for us all of the world. He never departs from us, it's us people that leave him. I'm just glad that i found my way back to a wonderful journey with the Lord, and if you don't have God in your Life. I pray that you will one day find your way to the road of wonderful things and walk with me and other millions in this world. May you all have a awesome week full of love,smiles,hugs,laughter :) God Bless